Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Winter Loneliness...

Winter has been here officially for a couple of months now. This is usually the time when new relationships begin because naturally, human beings crave warmth. Speaking completely honestly, there is nothing better than having another warm body snuggled up against you. I'd be lying if I said otherwise. On a personal level, I've been single for a while now. That doesn't bother me. It hasn't really bothered me for quite some time. However, on nights like tonight, when it's cold and there is snow and ice on the ground, it would be nice to have someone thereto fill that empty place in my life. Just to be able to hold someone right now, not for the sake of being warm myself but more to share the warmth that is in my heart with someone else. It's cold out there ladies and gentlemen and I don't want to shiver anymore. I want to smile a smile of contentment, of pure love on a level that only God can bring me to with the one that He created for me. I want to be able to say or do something funny and have her there with me so that I won't be laughing alone. I have had this wish for quite sometime, felt on numerous occasions that it was about to come true, only to have the bitter cold of hearts that have no idea what real love is freeze me out once again. It is the dead of winter... And I've made it halfway through but I'm struggle with my solitude every step of the way. It's painful to constantly hear what a great man you are and still have no one in your life to show for it... No one to compliment that greatness or to attribute to it. I know I may seem like I'm rambling but hopefully the day will come soon where I'm telling her about these nights I spent alone beforegGod sent her to me. I don't believe my request is too much to ask for. God?

Don Savant - Underrated/This Is How I Feel